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Danielle.
Country Girl - Title of Redneck.
Random.
Not super friendly.
Loves the South.
Loves fashion.
Lives for mudbogs and rodeo.
Horses = love.
Hates when I don't get my way.
Not selfish, or spoiled. Forreal.
Vehicles:
Ford F150 , Gomer.
Ford F250, Jesabell.
(Named after prositutes in the Bible. Hehe.)
Addicted to Farmville, Texting, and Tumblr.
Likes art.
Pretty creative, I must say.
Loves the color black.
Not in a gothic kinda way, though.
Punkish type style.
Lots of jewelry is a plus! (:
Smiles a lot, even when everything is goin wrong.
Randaaa - love her !!
Dachshunds, freakin awesome.
Had 2, one died. :/
Eighteen, waitin on 21.
Wanna know anything else?
Jusk ask.
Peaceeee. ;)

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18 April 11

life sucks.

Ever since my senior year, it seems like my life has gone down hill. I had death threats, two good friends died, I was raped, and I’ve lost a lot of close friends. I try to be optomistic, and think things will get better, but they don’t. I started drinking and hanging out with the wrong crowd. I know I need to start going to church, but its hard to get back into the routine and not being able to sleep late on Sundays. I know that drinking alcohol and hanging out with my so-called “friends” is wrong, but I guess you can just consider me “living in the moment.” I think I might be suffering from depression, too. I’m never happy anymore. Its hard to be. I’m always fighting with my parents, I don’t think they even trust me anymore. So the other day I moved in with my grandparents, temporarily, just to get away for a while. I’m going to try and turn my life around starting now.
I’m failing 4 of my classes in college, and I think its too late to bring my grades up.. I don’t want to drop out, it’d just make me feel like a failure in life. I would never get a good job. There’s no way I could work at McDonald’s the rest of my life.. or Walmart. I want to be successful, but at my rate, I’ll never get there.
I also have anger issues. I get mad over a lot of things.. even the small stuff. I could argue about anything with anyone if I think I’m right. I need to quit that.. I think that’s why I’ve lost many of my friends. I’m trying to control my anger, but its going to take a lot more work than I thought.
The only way I can get through any of this is with the help of God and trusting in Him. And that’s what I’m going to do.. give up my life to Him, and trusting that He will get me through all of this. No, I can’t take back everything I’ve done in my past that has hurt anyone or the wrong things I have done, but I can always do things better and start a new chapter in my life.

Themed by Hunson. Originally by Josh